Everyday, every hour, you're on my mind Elijah. I try so hard not to think about you because I break down & can't pick myself back up. You not being here on this Earth just can't make sense in my mind. I can't even put into words what I feel at this point, but my feelings don't even matter to me. I'm just so worried about your family, especially your younger brother Elisha, I just wish I could be there for him if he needs somebody. I want to hit him up but I don't even have the slightest clue on how to approach him about the subject. I'm scared to really, not scared of him but maybe scared of his hurt over you. I don't think that my reach